Post by ☣Berrybutt☣ on Jun 18, 2014 10:40:09 GMT -8
Name: Cobalt
Age: Six
Gender: Stallion
Breed: Andalusian
Tribe: Tribe of Gathering Shadows
Mentionable Thread: Blinded by Curiosity
Muse Music: Everybody want to rule the world. -Lorde
LogBook #1
Entry Date: June the 9th , Noon.
I'm...not like the others. Whilst they play the hard nut I play the fool. I can't help the way I am. They want a fight? I can give them one. They want to bully me? I won't take it. I will never take what they give...but what exactly is it that they give me? They give me h*ll. Every dang minuet of every dang day. I almost cracked once. I nearly returned to my old ways, but mother taught me better. I can't cave in.
What I want....What I want above everything, is for everything to stop. To pause. I won't have to take anything from them. But pausing time is not an option. As much as I want to, it's impossible...no. I need something else. Something that gives me power. Something that they will fear for. My ruling. They can't won't be able to touch me any more...but why do I want to be a leader? It's simple. Everything I was refused to do, will now come to the surface, and this will give me authority. They will pay.
Pah. Listen to me. 'They will pay'. Pathetic! I should pay! I was the one who started everything, and they are finishing it...but I have apologised. Multiple times. In fact, I apologised today and they just laugh in my face. I don't want them to see me as a pathetic waste of space any more. This is why I am aiming high. Soon, I will be back in their good books...I will make them if I have to. I need this. I need to get away from everything for now. I will gallop to my hearts content...my only way of dealing with things. A good run wipes everything from my mind.
I'll deal with things when I get back.
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Current Friends: I wish.
Current enemies: Too many...
Relations: I can't face them.
Age: Six
Gender: Stallion
Breed: Andalusian
Tribe: Tribe of Gathering Shadows
Mentionable Thread: Blinded by Curiosity
Muse Music: Everybody want to rule the world. -Lorde
LogBook #1
Entry Date: June the 9th , Noon.
I'm...not like the others. Whilst they play the hard nut I play the fool. I can't help the way I am. They want a fight? I can give them one. They want to bully me? I won't take it. I will never take what they give...but what exactly is it that they give me? They give me h*ll. Every dang minuet of every dang day. I almost cracked once. I nearly returned to my old ways, but mother taught me better. I can't cave in.
What I want....What I want above everything, is for everything to stop. To pause. I won't have to take anything from them. But pausing time is not an option. As much as I want to, it's impossible...no. I need something else. Something that gives me power. Something that they will fear for. My ruling. They can't won't be able to touch me any more...but why do I want to be a leader? It's simple. Everything I was refused to do, will now come to the surface, and this will give me authority. They will pay.
Pah. Listen to me. 'They will pay'. Pathetic! I should pay! I was the one who started everything, and they are finishing it...but I have apologised. Multiple times. In fact, I apologised today and they just laugh in my face. I don't want them to see me as a pathetic waste of space any more. This is why I am aiming high. Soon, I will be back in their good books...I will make them if I have to. I need this. I need to get away from everything for now. I will gallop to my hearts content...my only way of dealing with things. A good run wipes everything from my mind.
I'll deal with things when I get back.
---
Current Friends: I wish.
Current enemies: Too many...
Relations: I can't face them.